My Online School Experience

My Online School Experience

Online School right now has been a very stressful experience for me so far. It has been very hard to get up every day and motivate myself to stare at a screen all day in order to pass my classes. I haven’t been doing good this year and I know I am letting everyone down because I know I can do better. I need to learn to self motivate myself to get up and do what I need to do even if I really don’t want to do the work.

At the start I thought I was going to love online school because I thought I wasn’t going to be distracted by talking to people in class or not paying attention to my teachers because I am known for having a problem with staying on task and I need to fix that because it is a bad habit. I wish I learned this lesson earlier and it sucks that this online school program is in my senior year because there are a lot of things I would have wanted to do and will never experience. Some things I can’t do is experience another pep rally as a senior, which I was looking forward to. Another thing is that I might never see a lot of the people I talked to at school ever again and never said a proper goodbye to. I also might never even be able to meet my own teachers in person this year or meet some of the new people in my classes because that was my favorite thing about starting school again.

I was expecting this year to be my favorite year but it turned out to be the worst, which I will never forget and will always be sad about. Some things I hope happen later is that towards the end of the year we could all go back even for a day and say goodbye to all the people and teachers that I never had the chance to say goodbye to. Even if we had to wear literal hazmat suits it would mean the world to me and so many other people and I know it but I hope the year will get better soon. Who knows what could happen?